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Dec 10, 2011, 12:58 AM
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Member Since: Mar 2009
Location: So Cal
Posts: 3,342
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T and I meet on Mondays. This coming Monday, my Dentist wants to see me during T time....it's the only time they have available. So I texted T yesterday to see if we could change our appt time. I don't text her often, but when I do she gets back with me within 24 hours.
Well...I hadn't heard anything by early afternoon today, so knowing it was Friday, and not wanting her to have to deal with this over the weekend, I called and left a message on her office phone. I thought maybe she didn't get the text, but I know she checks her messages. It's now 10pm on Friday and I have heard nothing from T. I'm really getting scared. She is usually on top of things like needing to change times, even if it's just to let me know that a time change won't work.
I am started to feel panicky. I am starting to have thoughts like...."what if she's dead?" What if something happened to T? I'm trying not to turn this into a catastrophe for me...I'm trying to fight the trigger....but I'm losing. The thought keeps playing in my head....and I keep telling it to shut up....but it's not like her to not call or text to follow up on stuff like this.
I don't like it. I'm really scared. I just want to hear from her to know she's okay. It would be my luck for something to have happened to her. It seems like that's the way that my life works....right when things are looking up....BAM!! I don't know if I can make it through the Holidays without T.
Why hasn't she called? 
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