Anika, your story is so inspirational! I'm glad that you were able to use the intensive outpatient program to grow so beautifully. And even happier that you won't commit sui. You're a positive force in the universe.
For some reason, I can't "thank" your post. If PC will let me later, I will. Just letting you know that I am grateful for your input.
Edit: refreshed page and problem fixed.