It stated when I try to understand the feeling of my 7 year girl who is spastic quadriplegic due to cerebarl palsy. She can not move any of her limbs voluntarily. She can not even turn herself from one side to other. When I come home after a whole day work being awfully tried, my girl start crying to come to me and she throw all her limbs to and fro to show that she is very very happy to see me. For few days when I go to sleep ,I don't know why I did it but I just can not resist it, relax all my limbs as they are paralyzed don't move them to any stimuli and at each night I woke up at midnight being suffocated and with air hunger. Now I try to get rid of it but can't. She can't breathe when she is lying on her back so we have to keep her lying on her front most of the time. I know a time will come when I won't have any feeling for this girl because everone has a limit to bear , can anyone tell me when it will come , I can not bear it any more (((((