(((((rain))))))ANYBODY could have forgotten, doesn't matter if you "were all over the place" or not. Just remember that people are going to let you down at one point in time or another, I think we have all had more than our fair share of that BUT don't be so hard on yourself. You can't control what other people think, but please know that there are good qualities about you, or else they wouldn't have become your best friends. You lift so many people up here and you are so appreciated and loved by PC alone. That should be able to stand out and lift your spirits. You have wonderful insight, thoughts and suggestions. Take care of yourself! I'll keep you in my thoughts. TC!