Thanks petunia...

we have big time abandonment and trust issues and it doesnt take very much to throw us off. and then it feels like everyone is going to leave us. We never had stable parents, the longest we were ever with one family was six years. So we never had any stability or anything and it always seemed like when we were the worst people ran away. So it makes us sad and nervous.

Sometimes I dont know whether to show people to be true or to hide it so they will stick around.