well i asked my husband if i had any reaction what so ever, and he said i went on like it never happened. and in the past i've had a MILD reaction to it at first. i wish i had a therapist to help figure this out.

i'm going to have my husband pull me aside me aside next time and make sure i'm alright.. or that i see a therapist.. if we can afford one. maybe that will make a difference???/