YES! thankfully i don't have that happen all too often, but its a very creepy feeling to me. its almost like what the call "out of body" experiences but while ur awake. that's what i thought it was when i was younger. the first time this happened i was in 5th grade. i know it happened prior to that but i don't recall when or what or why.
thankfully when it happens to me, im not the only one within us that gets weirded out by it so the other usually takes it slower i guess i add my panic and fear to her when it happens so she inturn reacts like but this is one i am not in contact with. so i cant really say why she slows down once it gets weird for me. due to her not telling me. a lot of times the more i notice it and the longer it goes on and th panic i go into the brighter grey/white or hazy fog my vision gets.
does anyone else remeber things only when triggered by something and u knew u knew it all along, or felt like u did atleast, but only still remeber when an outside source triggers it? i don't know if that's part of DID or just part of faulty memory or something. but that's how im able to keep confidential stuff so well and "forgive" others because i really do forget.... unless i read something in a journal with a diffrent handwritting or i just am reminded about it. tho we have tries hard to study our handwritting and keep it all the same. but it all takes too much effort at times. just like the sleep deprivation was mentioned earlier for some of our causes. we care less when that is going on. and we also have less frightful and fearful ones inside. just like the youngest she strives to be like the oldest, and i think those two have really bonded. i rarely if ever hear any of them in it. but that would contradict our first post. which its both true. most in our life will call us liers due to it. and simliar things we all experience things diffrently, or remeber this diffrently due to others showing only what they want. something so simliar in all of our cases though is it seems we all fear telling people, and it in our system is due to quite a few reasons. there's many frightful ones. and on that's ashamed cause he is "punished" as he says to be in the hardest body of all... a girls. and some of us want to not be known even when many try to see them out. they have grown to let their presence known only to. one other. and that one other has the least communication with all of us.
the thought of intregation is horrible. one main reason we refuse to talk to a T. being a one could be nice... but it would put us as one, and be alone. Ang hates being alone. that's why she and the youngest get along so greatly. as one, we wouldn't be here! i like being here!! i will not join just so the people around us can be happy!! when many of us would misseravleble. Making Abbi and Ang sad. i.... don't mean to hurt anyone! after this last time... it still hurts them all, all the ones i know. and there's no way we could tell their best friend. i want to but they as always, say no and its not fair that they always have to take the blame for me! i just get mad.... jelous... and i get to hating how they get good friends when im stuck protecting them as they leace me alone while the bad shows up. i don't want to intergrate! and i don't want it to stay this way!!! im prone to bad choices and mistakes.
but..., E which i haven't heard fron in a long while understands. but why do i have to cause them all problems? i don't want to. NOT WHILE THEY ALL HATE ME!!

i think it would be great to be who we really are and open to everyone without fear...,

we are on mobile so we don't have color choices in letters.
but on the topic of hearing voices, has anyone ever found drawings or letters from one of your people within, left just for you to find?