Passion, I understand you are having a hard time and I have been feeling the same way as you...I also have PCOS, and its hard having something to look forward to when you are unsure if it will ever actually happen. On the upside, we really never know what will happen and anything is really possible so I just try not to focus on the "maybe never" thoughts and stay in the now and think about what I have going on right now(I can really only do that half of the time...but you get what I am saying right??). Just wanted to let you know you are not alone. I understand how you are feeling