Also, I'm pissed at myself. My friend said last week she needed 20 for gas and gave me the same story of her family doesn't help her nor her boyfriend. Then I lent it to her. Then again last night she says she needs 40 for laundry soap and child. . . She was going on about how she'd post date a check, which she gave to me. WHY CAN'T I IN GOOD CONSCIENCE SAY NO!

It's going to come down to an argument.