your story really hit home to me. I have OD'd while I have had the kids with me (hence why they are now in cps custody but living with me), and I have just separated from my hubby for the 2nd time. I could feel all the emotions you were dealing with as they are so close to what I am experiencing. I am so happy for you that you have got a wonderful woman by your side, that you are getting the support you need, and that things are working out for you. It is nice to see such a positive story and outcome here in this forum. Thanks therealme