Hello & Welcome, Oosamanda15!
I know relationships can get problematic, but this really jumped out at me:
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Originally Posted by osamanda15
...my only escape is dance. And I no longer have an interest in that.
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Losing interest in something that has been joyful for you is a sign you would do well to speak to someone with training who will listen compassionately to you. This is even more important because you are having suicidal thoughts.
It doesn't sound like anyone in your family is the right person. Do you go to school? Is there a counselor (
any counselor you trust -- whether or not they are your assigned counselor), or nurse, or administrator, or teacher (again, someone you trust whether or not they are your teacher) you can speak to?
Please keep posting!
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My dog
mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.