That's why I like living in denial - I just don't BELIEVE any of those things happened to me. The few times they were SO blatant that I absolutely could NOT ignore them? - well, they certainly are engraved in my mind, but still so unique as to be almost - what's the word? not laughable, but something like that. I've talked about this with T - these things happened so much AT HOME, that what kids did at school, or later at work, just couldn't compare. They thought I was going to go postal at work, is why they fired me. Sweet li'l ol' me?!