More q's from the police making me very uncomfortable
Making my sister cry and my older brother pretends he's just fine but I know that he is not i can see right trough his wall he put up around him
I *know* it was the best thing to do, to tell, but it doesn't FEEL that way at all
Last week was tough anyway I always feel bad around the end of a chemo round
Next few weeks should be better but I still wish I was able to just go to school like my brothers and sister do. It's nice to not have to go for chemo but its also lonely in a way. And I even get nervous when I have to be alone with my mentor from school, or anyone who's not close to me even though i never was before
I know you'll just say again that ive got to tell anyone but it seems impossible just thinking about it makes me sick to my stomach and I can just FEEL his hands and everything