Like forgetting is an option. I'd be ten kinds of sideways! Heck, if I could forget, I'd be mentally healthy.

Obviously, what ever you have endured has cause pain, unresolved justice (so to speak) and why's, what if's and shoulda, would of and could of's don't give you, or anyone else here rest!

How brave though! To face your issue with the T straight on and direct!

(((((likewater)))))