hi peeps........ugh.........my emotions are so off the chart the past few days. i feel so depressed and so angry at nothing ( maybe at my stupid emotions ). it seems like monday thrpough thursday i'm much more stable and much less emotional. then friday, saturday and sunday i feel so messed up. i see my 2 therapists mon.-thur. and then thur. night i fall apart. my emotions particularly this weekend have been really intense ....i just want to say forget life it's too hard. forget therapy it's too hard. forget not cutting because really who the f... cares? so i'm thinking i'll call my t but really what's the difference she can't fix me on a phone call...or i can't fix my friggin self on a phone call from her. if i called her she would call me in the am. i need someone tonight. or do i? ...ugh...