i just wish i could meet people like you guys/girls and i dont want to get put away even for a day i've done my home work and took tests and found out i fall into the small percent that will most likely get put away i want to tell someone but i cant because everyone i know has to tell more people and i dont want police knocking at my door. i hear all the time that it will get better but it's been 2 years. i find nothing happy anymore and it was my birthday last week guess what i got.... nothing no one remembered it so i got drunk and ended up crying happy birthday to me. i just wish someone would be here for me to listen that wants to listen not someone i have to pay and then judge me. i havent got a hug in a year. no one wants to even shake my hand. i dont get it. when will it end?
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