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Well my wife has been willing to work on stuff despite her finding out 2 weeks ago that I have been having an affair. Tonight she went to hang out with friends she met while we were separated and I totally freaked out. I got drunk and started a fight as soon as she walked into the door.
I love her more than anything, why is it that I can't seem to get some type of control over this BPD ****! I am now on medications and things seem to be somewhat better, until I am put to the test? I never know when will truly be my last time messing up?
Fit1
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