Oh, wow, this sounds SO hard.....I am so sorry...((( HUGS )))

I like the idea of you seeing another T just to help you cope while T is gone....You don't have to delve into the trauma stuff or anything that you aren't ready for. Just a professional to talk to, in order to help you through the time that T is gone...

Is it possible for you to find a female T? If not, a male T could be useful, if you want to work on your fear of men. I'd imagine that to be a difficult thing if it's very temporary....