Hey, this is something I relate to as well. Socialising at school wasn't easy for a long time. It got a little better as I got into the last couple of years, when I started to come out of my shell a bit, but rarely felt totally comfortable with friends.

I'm just wondering if some therapy might help you get through this time, at least feeling like you had some support and talk to about things. Also help you gain some confidence in yourself that you are a worthwhile person with life experiences and things to offer others.

Hugs