I'm not diagnosing you or encouraging you to seek out a DID diagnosis, but mine don't have names. I think finding names takes a certain level of coawareness, that I don't have. I have no evidence of names anywhere. I refer to them as "the small ones" "the rageful one" , etc. The only evidence I have that another name COULD exist, but I'm not even certain of that is my username here. I have no idea who Lydia is, or why my username is that name. It's definitely not the name on my birth certificate.