Hi, Osamanda15! I'm so glad you found PsychCentral.

I don't have anything new to add, really, but wanted to agree with Rohag & Open Eyes. Big time! Your bf is emotionally more like a kid brother--boys that age rarely can give much. You were lucky the first time.

And consider:

Current bf doesn't treat you very well... You're have sui thoughts... You love current bf to death?

Why would you love someone who doesn't treat you very well, ever? Maybe, maybe he's just not the right person for you, nor you for him, right now.

PM if I can help. Make sure your mom gets that psychiatrist appt!!