I logged on today, to see 3 notifications and was genuinely shocked, then i looked at my recent posts and see i must of posted a drunken post last night.
I am so sorry for worrying you all and i really am ok, i dont want to read what i posted last night.

I've been hypomanic for 3 weeks now. Its been great. hoping last night was a serious glitch.

I have my first proper day at my new job tomorrow. I've been doing training for 2 weeks.

After 22 months of not self harming, i'm feeling totally terrible, its like an addiction and i feel like even though i'm not depressed, its going to be hard to give it up again.

WHY AM I SO STUPID!