Ingrid, do you understand what your conveying here? What prevents you from supplying yourself with fulfillment? This is something that is common in many that suffer from lack of self worth. I find this very troubling and I do see it a lot. Often as I dare to get into the depth of where it comes from is some message that is presented to people when they are so young that they are somehow unworthy. How is it that so many live out their lives questioning their core and right to experience pleasure and meaning in their lives? I have come across many people that are so kind hearted but truely struggle when they are judging their own self worth.