I've been self injury free for nearly a week, but even now I crave the pain. I crave the blood running from inside me and running across my skin. I want to feel the pain because it's so much easier to deal with than the emotional pain. With physical pain you can just get a painkiller or a plaster and then the problem's sorted!
I know I shouldn't cut, I know it's stupid. So many people have told me this. I just can't control the urges...