As I have sat here and read through the posts, I have an overwhelming urge to cry. I've never admitted that I have these 'episodes' finding myself somewhere with no idea how I got there, conversations I don't remember having, and then there is the angry me, I'm scared then. I've said and done things that 'I' wouldn't dream of doing. I've never told any of my psycs about those experiences, I was worried that I would be thrown in some institution and never let go. My Grandmother got sent, and she never made it out, I didn't want it to be me. Not sure I feel any better after getting these words out, I may just be more confused