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Originally Posted by mary shelly
As I have sat here and read through the posts, I have an overwhelming urge to cry. I've never admitted that I have these 'episodes' finding myself somewhere with no idea how I got there, conversations I don't remember having, and then there is the angry me, I'm scared then. I've said and done things that 'I' wouldn't dream of doing. I've never told any of my psycs about those experiences, I was worried that I would be thrown in some institution and never let go. My Grandmother got sent, and she never made it out, I didn't want it to be me. Not sure I feel any better after getting these words out, I may just be more confused
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Try not to diagnose yourself, you'll just end up scaring/confusing yourself more. People can have these types of "mood" shifts from things like bipolar. And everybody dissociates to a certain extent. There is such things as ego states that can present as feeling like different people. And extreme borderline can cause splitting and even borderline psychosis. I would encourage you to tell people about these times though... and let them make the diagnosis.