Who were you trying to make happy, the bf who doesn't treat you very well? You say you give up. If you're giving up trying to make him happy, that's an excellent move.

Melissa.recovering gives great advice. Give yourself time.

Let this guy move on, talk with a professional to get help with your depression, meet lots of guys & one day someone super cool & mature enough to be a good friend as well will show up.

Get a little extra sleep. Can't hurt. Come back here. We want to know what's up. We're getting rather fond of you--such passion for life!