I'm so terribly anxious. Little story. We were together for 3 years and she broke up with me about a month ago. We weren't supposed to talk until new years in hopes for her to start missing me I guess. She basically just didn't want me. She texted me today to see if we could just talk tonight instead of waiting till new years because she doesn't think anything is gonna change. Okay I don't know what to do. I don't think I can take the rejection again. I'm so hurt because my damn anxiety was the main reason we broke up in the first place. And I tried to explain it to her and it just didn't work. I'm going crazy. My mind is just all over the place. Between trying to figure out all this anxiety/depression/OCD and the love of my life leaving me and other life changes I just feel lost, broken, so hurt. And other feelings I didn't even know I had. I can't keep doing this. It's terrible. Has anyone ever felt like this?