Hi i am a 27 year old woman married to a 30 year old man for the last 3 years. We have known each other for about 5 years now. My husband is a wonderful man, really good at heart, helps with household chores etc. he is not a big communicator but i do know that he loves me very much. i have over the last 3 years done really well at work got many opportunities to travel and make lots of friends from various cultures etc. it has really broadened my world and perspective. in the interim i also cheated on my husband with someone from work; and didnt feel guilty about it all. i feel that there must be something lacking (though i dont know what) in my marriage, that prompted me to do this. i also have this really strong urge to be single again, travel around, go back to college etc. which i cant do currently because i am married and i have a commitment to be responsible and run our house etc. i am confused as to whether i really love my husband or not. i resent him for holding me back from the life i think i want; but i also dont want to hurt him by leaving him. i am also worried that if i let go, i might in the future wish i hadnt and regret divorcing this man. how do i know whether i should stay married or explore the big bad world outside