Heres the thing...it CAN get better. I wouldnt go through my teen years for anything again...they are so brutal. Add depression to that and it is just plain horrendous. I know I have been there but I can also say that my only regret was not asking for help because i was always fearing the worst. Now that i have gotten help over the last year I soooooo wish I had sought it out earlier. Keep talking here people will listen and share with you.