Ok, so I'm trying to be more outgoing, and right now my roommate brought some of her friends over...I'm in the bedroom and I can here music blaring in the den, the door doesn't close all the way so I can see through the crack people walking back and forth. I feel awkward like i should introduce myself, but they just don't seem like people I'd like to be around. They're out on the balcony getting high and i'm pretty sure their going to start drinking tonight too..I don't know if I'm just being uptight or what..but i know that this just isn't my crowd. i'm reserved, i don't want to smoke and drink and curse. My roomie invited me out there but I really need to study and I don't really want to associate with that...i don't know..I just don't want to feel like a ***** by
sitting in here and not participating.