Thank you all for your responses. I still feel just out of control. I am paranoid to have a conversation because lately every conversation I get into I seem to interrupt everyone with some irrelevant tangent. I've been trying to tell myself that I am just smart and having some deeper thought processes than others..lol. Boy is that mania at it's best. I did manage to get more sleep last night than in a while. Tonight, headed to bed. Tomorrow is my first day back at work in a week. I am praying that the morning will bring back even more of a sense of normalcy. I have no doubt I can complete my job successfully, I just may make others think I'm weird while I'm doing it. I guess finding humor in it all is the only thing giving me some peace at this point. Back to the pdoc on Tuesday morning and hopefully will feel even better after that. All of you have these great things to post and I am learning so much just from reading. I thank God for this site and for every person on it that cares enough to even read my rantings and the stories from others. I never thought I would find myself in any type of group trying to deal with myself. My hope is that as I adjust to this whole thing, I will learn enough to help others the same way each of you are helping me. Thanks again.