I feel a little silly asking, but it would mean a lot to me if I could get a little support for tomorrow.

I have my very first pdoc appt. I'm super nervous. I spent most of my session with T last Friday smoothing out a lot of my anxiety about it. I'm nervous about so much: possibly having to expose SI, starting any med(s?), telling all my stuff to someone new (big trust issues), side effects of meds, cost, dependency, access to meds, etc. Ugh.

Very soon after the appt, my T made a slot for me if I want to see her.

I'm 80% confident it's all going to go great and I'll have good news to share tomorrow night, but until then I'm on pins and needles.

So yeah, any extra support is kindly appreciated.

Thanks to anyone!