So I did my homework for T on friday and took some personality tests. That was easy and fairly painless. Though there is something I want to talk to T about but am reluctant because I fear I will come across as a loony toon. So here it is: in mid november I narrowly averted what would have been my third hospitalization this year. Should be excited right? Not 3 weeks later I am trying to take a nap when suddenly I start thinking I need to check myself in just to make sure I am really ok. What the heck is that? I know this year has been really rocky for me...but seriously? How do I tell my T I was thinking aomething like that???? She is gonna really think I lost it. Do i talk to t about this or just wait to see if it happens again?