Anika ......
Im so sorry your feeling this bad ... As Roadrunner said ..Try and just Stop .. Deep breathe .. remind yourself you are going to be okay .. I really dont know what to say ..but know this ... your my friend and I just want you to feel safe and be ok .. so Im hugging you really tight right now... I know you feel like your going to lose everything you love ,,BUT I promise you .. you wont !

Please call your doctor tomorrow and see what they think ,,maybe this is from the AD you started on a little while ago . Maybe they can give you something for sleep or to help take the edge off ..

(((((( Anika )))))