There have been times when my T has told me that I could call him....especially when we've had a particularly intense session....and I can't seem to bring myself to do it. I tend to email instead, because I get wayyyy too anxious at the idea of calling.

There was one time, though, that I was very, very sick....and sunk into a major depression....and I needed T. I tried calling T...and hung up...I couldn't bring myself to do it.....I then emailed T saying that I needed him to call me....and he did. I could barely speak...but he spoke, and it was what I needed....He really wanted to be there for me...and he was.

But I know how hard it is to pick up the phone and call.....