Abusers--

You will remain nameless because to me you have no name, nothing worth repeating. But I know and I will always know. You have forever etched your memory on my mind and I cannot make you go away. You have caused me to constantly dream terror and pain that is now pulling others that could possibly really care and love me into the nightmares that I cannot seem to separate, thus pulling everything safe away, something you always did.

You continue to come in the night leaving your marks and bruises that others can see but I cannot explain, and you continue to rip me apart inside where the world will never see or understand. You make me look insane when I am really in my right mind and I know through others within what you are doing. Was my whole life not enough for you that you have to continue today to try to destroy and end me? Yeah you are probably reading this, but I am done hiding your secrets. Make as many copies as you want, it still does not change the truth or what you did or do.

I cannot forgive you or what you did and still do. Each night in my terror filled nightmares you come again and again, and sometimes you really are there (nightmares still come to life) but you are still cowards at your game and bring forth another part that is much too terrorized and afraid to fight. You and I know your evil games and you do not care how it is played. It was always that way wasn't it? You had to divide a child to keep her silent and your secrets going, and now you bring out those within to continue your evilness, pushing the adult into terrorized silence.

Someday you will pay for what you have and are continuing to do. Someday you will answer maybe not to anyone in this life but one day you will not be able to laugh that sadistic laugh, terrify with the look in your eye, do in secret when the world is not aware.......someday you will be exposed for who and what you are. Someday..............

Just someday...........................................

dps