Thanks for the warm welcome, I like your sense of humor about the whole road rage thing, you may be on to something.LOL. It is true though, they say that anger isn't really an emotion it is only a reaction to an emotion that we are not expressing. I guess I get angry at myself because I feel weak and vulnerable when I am depressed which can leave me susceptible to things that I normally would have control over, like drinking and being irresponsible.