dear abusers, what did i do to deserve to beaten black and blue?
the two of you are my big brothers, i looked up to the two of you in fear.
running to the neighbors to hide in there closet or out race the both of you and lock myself in the bathroom.
i had to protect myself cuz no one would. ma would witness the beatings and dad was fast asleep or too busy with things to do.
now that i am older the fear is gone, no more feeling afraid, betrayed, alone, ashamed, no more looking at brusies on my body, no more nightmares, or flashbacks.
what i learned from this it was never my fault, i was and still am a good girl.
you reap what you sow, and the time has come that your worlds are turned upside down and the only person to blame are yourselves.
i will help you in your time of need and pray for peace in your lives, cuz after all you are still my flesh and blood.
love your little sister.