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Originally Posted by PurpleFlyingMonkeys
The whole "parts" and "pieces" or your childhood... Same here, even to this day. I can tell the phases of my life changing... I can't feel it when it happens or even know it's happening but like... I was married for 4 years and left him 2 years ago... I don't feel any connection with that past life any longer. As if it never happened to me. If he wasn't such a jerk about my daughter perhaps I would forget about him all together. I hardly remember much with him... Although I didi not know I was losing any time at all. Only haze do I really remember. Before that seemed to be a different person than the last... I just always looked at it as phases of me... But I guess it could possibly be parts of me... Are you seeing a T?
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I can very much relate to what you say about feeling no connection to a past or past relationships...same here. Was in a three year relationship and remember, like you say, a "haze". For me, if it weren't for old journal entries and letters, I'd have no recollection of any of that part of my life...and even when I do come across a physical memory, it is hard to place as part of my own past reality...