so what is mixed? I doubt I ever have that (I do get ultra-rapid-swinging at times.... several times a day). So is it merely a result of medication. Interesting.

I use the word "surreal". Probably could be viewed as midly psychotic (time lapses and problems with time space continuum (hard to explain... i just seemigly project in time and space or have difficult time at realizing where I am at), hallucinating and all).