I guess it is cause I am boring or something.
I try to be interesting to my online friends even my one friend (I have known her for many years) seems bored with me at times.
I have been so depressed about this and other things that I am starting to make a plan to get out of here unless something from God stops me.
See it seems that I make a friend online, we PM each other then we email each other, they get bored with me after a while and start coming to me less and less.
Just when I think I have a friend (e pen pal) they go away. This hurts deeply, so I am about to give up and leave. Obvously there is something wrong with me.
No wonder I have social phobia big time and it is getting worse and worse cause of this.
I hate me.