Hello Emptybee,

I'm sorry that you feel that way. I have found in my life that being alone and being sad about being alone is a bad mix. It will produce a feedback like effect. If your sad about being alone so you sit home alone and become more and more sad about being alone. This has never worked for me. Try going for a walk. I mean, you might not meet the "love of your life" but you might see someone and say hello, isn't it a pleasant day, or something like that.

I don't think the chances of you finding fulfillment are very good if you isolate yourself and remain alone.

If you need a hug, maybe a 12 step group is in your area would help with that. I belong to a 12 step group and we hug a lot and it is no big deal.

Don't give in to despair, I don't think it will solve anything.

Peace, A.