Wasn't there a song? Wilson & Philips?!

I understand where you're coming from, I'm just trying to get through one day at a time as well. It's hard, but the time does pass. Try to find things to distract you, to take your mind off the clock... Feeling isolated is no good, is there anyone you can reach out to or call - besides your T? Sometimes just a conversation with a friend can be a boost. It's good if you can connect to different people in your life (I'm working on it! )

Take care