I know what you mean- I have distanced myself for so long that now I have found myself with only one close friend and am now realizing that even she cant be trusted or depended on. If you are anything like me, people make you nervous. I hate that!
I agree that talking to others here will maybe help us to open up to others and maybe come out of these shells we are in. But for now, it is nice to know that we have friands here that understand.