Thanks for your reply, I feel better today than yesterday. I am trying to figure out if what happened is what happens when an alter comes out. My fear is that I might be insane. Or I actually have DID. I don't talk like these thoughts, I don't ever talk out loud like the thoughts last night. I am not sure what happened. I am not sure how it happened. The experience has caused me to be very anxious. I thought I might have a panic attack last night but I didn't. I also took my medication to help. I am still confused. Part of me wants it to happen again but another doesn't. Fear.