Oh Xeneon--I am so glad to hear that. When I was grieving over the death of my 3 bunnies and the euthanasia of my uncle's dog (which I had to do) I was beside myself with grief and did not know how to get over it all. None of my friends were animals lovers and only one of my sisters was but even she got tired of me venting. I was a basket case. Even quit my job because I was in a mental meltdown. I don't remember how I found the site but it really did help me a lot. I even talked to a pet loss grief counselor. (but I had to pay for that) I hope your sadness will lessen eventually. You are not alone. ((((Hugs))) T