My husband is starting to talk about finding someone else to go with him to parties. I can't read his mind of course but I can't help thinking that it is his way to test the idea of him dating others. I am sure people do this within a marriage, but it's not for me.

I am scared and afraid to explore this in couple's therapy. I don't want to get triggered and end up in the hospital again. Wow, I really need some hypomania now. Well, maybe stability would be better.