What started off as a good day, made a complete turn around out of nowhere.

I know I'm unstable mentally and I need someone to talk to every now and then. I don't expect everyone to understand what I'm going through or even what crosses my mind at times, but when I do start to have a meltdown I just support to help me through it, a shoulder to cry on and just a simple 'it'll be okay.'

I didn't get that today. I felt myself start to slip and the people I turn to let me down in the worse way. They know right now I can't afford to seek out professional help so they're all I have. The last thing I expected was to be let down and put down. I was told I was being selfish, spoiled, childish, I had one threaten to file charges against me tor getting on his nerves. Then they basically told me the world would be a better place without me.

It gets harder and harder not to believe everything being said.