there's something in my head telling me that i have to be depressed. i'm no able to be happy. sure, when i'm wth my husband i feel better - i almost forget myproblems when i'm in his arms - but then i roll over and it hits me again. did i do something wrong to deserve this? i think i'm broken. what is wrong with me? why can't i just let myself enjoy the good i have in my life?